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How simply and sincerely will a poor and my people; and my ministry," until quickened sinner tell out the troubles of one is disgusted. But enough; come to his soul to any man that mounts a pulpit, more solemn things. "While this great and pretends to be a minister of Christ; swelling word was in the king's mouth, but how frequently is it the case that there fell a voice from heaven, sayingthese pretended ministers are ignorant of O, Nebuchadnezzar-the kingdom is the longings and breakings of a travail- departed from thee." And he was driven ing soul, and hence, are either dumb, or, out from men, and did eat grass like consider the poor enquiring sinner to be oxen, and his body was wet with the a subject more fitted for a straight waist- dew of heaven." What a dreadful trancoat than for the consolations of the sition! Thrown from the highest earthly everlasting gospel. "But at the last, glory, to dwell with the beasts of the Daniel came in." Yes; in the poor soul's field, as one for ever cast out and forlast extremity, he shall be directed to saken both of God and man. Here you some one; or some one shall be directed have a strong figurative representation to him, who shall be a Daniel unto him; of God's dealing with his children, somewho shall come with "the judgment of times spiritually in a deep killing sense God" into the poor soul; and shall so of the wrath of God in their souls, as shew him where his uprightness is, what Heman describes it in the 88th Psalm; his real condition is, and what his ulti-sometimes literally (as well as spiritually) mate end shall be, that faith and hope as it was with Job. Oh, my reader, bewill spring up in his soul. Cease from ware of a proud, haughty, vain spirit. running to men, poor troubled sinner. It has preceeded the temporary downfall Be found waiting upon God, and he shall of some of the greatest men ever Zion surely send a Daniel to thee, who shall had; and I am persuaded the furnace is faithfully and affectionately tell thee all still needed in Zion, and its flames will the truth. In coming to presently burst out to the astonishment of many. Before the church said she was comely, she frankly confessed she was black; and do just see how Paul writes out, and carries out, the true spirit of the real christian-"Unto me, who am less than the least of all saints, is this grace given." Oh, Lord, hide pride from our eyes, and keep us near thy feet.

The seventh feature in Nebuchadnezzar's history, we find, that, notwithstanding the revelation he had seen; the confession he made; the solemn warnings which had followed him, still he is again filled with pride and vain glory-strutting about his palace with "Is not this great Babylon that I have built for the house of the kingdom, by the might of my power, The eighth feature is to me a blessed and for the honour of my majesty?" Oh, one. It is the preservation of the root. what a proud, pompous, foolish creature "Nevertheless leave the stump of his root is man! How often is it seen that even in the earth, even with a band of iron a good man's success in any of his move- and brass." David says, the Lord will ments, puffs him up; and makes him more "never suffer the righteous to be moved:" like a swelling peacock, than a hum- and he had some experience in this ble saint. I remember well, a little time matter: but Solomon seems to enter more since, a certain man who keeps a chapel into the secret of this mystery, and says to go and preach in, had a present made" the ROOT of the righteous shall not be him-a friend calls in on a little busi-moved," and if we come to Isaiah, he ness; up stairs the parson leads the lets us a little deeper still into this great friend, and round and round the room he struts "There," (pointing to a handsome something on the sideboard,) "What do you think of that? My church presented me with that!" Oh, poor Nebuchadnezzar! before God can be really glorified in thee, thou must be pulled all to pieces, and humbled down to the very dust. Really, it is enough to make one's blood run cold to see and hear so much empty boasting and fleshly foolishness in men who stand up as the servants of God. "My church; and my chapel;

truth, for he says that CHRIST is the believer's root; "and in that day there shall be a Root of Jesse, which shall stand for an ensign of the people; to it shall the Gentiles seek, and his rest shall be glorious." But there is none of these come up to Paul. He was a bold man in the precious truths of the Gospel. He never minces the matter, but deals it out positively as it is-" Your life," (says he to the church) is hid WITH CHRIST IN GOD!" What a sentence! What a secret place! How eternally secure must

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abled to bless and adore the covenant God of salvation! See, there was a time for this :—at the end of the days. There shall be an end to every poor living soul's captivity; and with prayer, faith, and adoration, shall he return to his Father's house.

I will but mention the tenth, eleventh, and last features-He was brought to acknowledge the Sovereignty of God; he honoured and gave glory to God; he was exalted to, and established in his kingdom; and excellent majesty—(ah, there is something in that word excellent majesty,) was added unto him.

be the church's life! "With Christ in beast of a man lifting up his eyes to heaven God!" I do not believe there ever was-praying to, being accepted of, and ena sentence written or uttered, respecting the security of God's elect to beat this. But while you admire the secret and eternal security of the church in Christ; do not forget how possible it is for a vessel of mercy, like Nebuchadnezzar, to be cut down, and scattered, stump, branches, fruit, and leaves, all driven to the winds through the weakness and wickedness of the flesh on the one hand, and the violence of Satan on the other. John Bunyan says, (speaking of Jerusalem) that it had two walls: an outer and an inner wall; the one prefigured God's predestination of the church unto eternal life, which never can be broken down; the other, God's special providence towards his own elect in time. These are John's words, and I think there is some truth in them. "Those two walls stood a little distance from each other, and had a ditch between them, which was to signify, that though they had the wall of salvation about them, with reference to their eternal state; yet the wall of God's providence and special protection was not yet so nearly joined thereto but that they might for their foolishness have that broken down and they suffered to fall into the ditch that was between them both." For myself, I humbly think the outer wall set forth Redemption by Christ, which did encompass the church in all her sin and defilement; which wall can never be removed, nor one vessel of mercy thrown outside of it; but the inner wall, I believe, denoteth the hidden work of God the Holy Ghost, which, sometimes appears to be dashed all to pieces; and the poor soul falls again into the ditch. Not that a regenerate sinner can ever finally lose what the Holy Ghost giveth, but all the peace, power, and pleasantness of it may for a time be lost, to the great grief of his sin-entangled soul. Pray be careful how you deal with poor fallen souls. Of all men on the face of the earth, I think they are the most miserable, and mostly need the church's pity, sympathy and prayers.

The ninth feature in this man's history, is recorded in Daniel iv. 34. "At the end of the days I Nebuchadnezzar lifted up mine eyes unto heaven; and mine understanding returned unto me; and I blessed the Most High; and I praised and honoured him that liveth for ever." What a miracle of grace! This poor

Reader! what think you of Nebuchadnezzar? I had fully intended to finish this subject at this time; but, though a little one, I am a long winded one; and cannot pack things in so close a compass as some men. I am resolved, however, to wind this up next month, if spared: but there has been so much work of late among the sick, the afflicted, and the perishing poor, that I have scarcely a moment's ease. They tell us that the doctors, undertakers, and grave-diggers never had such a winter before; I can tell you us poor parsons have had no small share of extra labour. Many a sick chamber and house of death have I been called to enter; still, blessed be God, I am not tired of the work; and so subscribe myself,

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Your willing servant in the Gospel,
CHARLES WATERS BANKS,

The Good Work of Grace

IN THE HEART OF A POOR SINNER.

MY DEAR BROTHER IN THE LORD,

I will, as the Lord shall enable me, give you, (according to your desire) a brief account of his dealings with me, a poor helldeserving creature! and how he saw me sporting on the brink of hell, and snatched me as a brand from the burning. Four years ago I went to a ball, and it pleased the Lord to meet me there with this solemn thought-" How many in this room will ror during the time, I was taken with a go to hell?" which filled my soul with horpain in my inside, so that I thought I should have died, and the consequence would be, that my soul would be cast into hell! Oh, thought I, what an awful place, to die in a ball-room! Oh, if I can get out of this room, I will never come into it again! I went home and told my dear mother; and she blessed God that he had heard her

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prayers. She was one of God's dear children, and is now in glory. I went on in a most distressed state of mind for a long time, and could not find any comfort or peace to my soul, though I sought it with carefulness, fearing that I was too bad a wretch to be saved. My dear mother and sister tried to comfort me, by telling me that it was the Lord who had put those thoughts in my heart, and that he would in his own time reveal himself to me. But no comfort could I receive from any one during this distress of mind. I read my Bible, and often tried to pray, and asked the Lord to apply some precious word of his to my soul, that I might have a hope. This promise was given me, "I have engraven thee upon the palms of my hands." But I was tempted and thought it was not So I went on in a most doubtful manner with such dreadful thoughts as these, "Ye are of your father the devil, and his works ye will do." I felt that I had done the works of the devil, but now I wanted to get rid of them, and to serve the Lord, walk in his ways, love and praise him, and I sought the company of the Lord's people, and went to hear this and that man preach, but no comfort could I draw from any one. Yet this scripture was made somewhat precious to me, "The blood of Jesus Christ cleanseth us from all sin." Had it not have been for that text, I felt as though I could have no hope, but that text caused me to have a little hope. Then again this portion would come into my mind, "Work out your own salvation with fear and trembling." I did not know where these words were, nor the following words, "for it is God that worketh in you to will and to do of his good pleasure." I mentioned my sad condition to my dear teacher, whom I love in the Lord, she told me it was God's work, &c., which gave me a little hope. At this time this hymn was precious to me :

'Tis a point I long to know,

Oft it causes anxious thought;
Do I love the Lord or no,

Am I his-or am I not?

Then I had a most awful dream. I thought the world was at an end, I saw all in ruins, and thought it was come to my turn to die, I was in great distress of mind in my dream fearing every moment that I should be in hell; when I fell back, and I saw the Lord Jesus as plain as ever I saw any one, he patted me on the shoulder and said, "Fear not, thou art mine;" that took all fear from me in my dream; and being so overjoyed it woke me. I called out, it is only a dream, so that afterwards it afforded me but little comfort; I went on poorly, and often tried to pray but got no answers. One day as I sat in my room at work, I took up the Onley Hymns, and read the 61st and 62nd, which was as though a voice had spoken to me especially the 3rd and 4th verses of the 61st.

I have seen what you were doing,
Though you little thought of me ;

You were madly bent on ruin,

But I said-it shall not be!
You had been for ever wretched
Had I not espoused your part.
Now, behold, my arms outstretch'd
To receive you to my heart.

Well may shame, and joy, and wonder,
All your inward passions move;
I could crush thee with my thunder,
But I speak to thee in love;
See your sins are all forgiven,

I have paid the countless sum!
Now my death has open'd heaven,

Thither you shall shortly come.

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Some time after this I joined the church with much fear and trembling, lest after all, I should not be a child of God. When I first took the bread and wine, I thought, well, now I have ate and drank my own damnation; so I went on with the fear of hell in my conscience, when it pleased the Lord in his tender mercy to bring dear Mr. L-to preach in a school room, where I heard him from these words Behold, now is the accepted time, now is the day of salvation." O, how I trembled when he read his text, and said, there is nothing for me again to night; but that night was the Lord's time to deliver me from bondage: he set Jesus forth in such a beautiful manner, that it filled my soul with joy and peace in believing. From that time I got many a draft of pure wine and milk, and experienced many refreshing moments, and have had many sweet and precious words from the Lord, through that dear man of God; which so knit my heart to him that when it pleased the Lord in his providence to remove us to Manchester, I thought it would have broken my heart; and besides, I so greatly feared Manchester, imagining it to be such a wicked place, that I should not find a gospel minister in it. But the Lord gave me this promise-"I will be with thee in all places, whither mine own heart, &c." Yet little did I think thou goest, I will give thee a pastor after that I should find the gospel so soon, and hear such a precious sermon as I did the first I heard in Manchester; the Lord directed my steps to Oldham Street Chapel, where I heard dear Mr. Foreman, of London, preach: 0, thought I, the Lord is in Manchester, and his gospel also; the sermon was blessed to my soul so much that I could not help going again and again to hear him.

As regards baptism by immersion, I could see it clear in the word of God, but wanted to believe it was not necessary for me to attend to it; but the Lord would not let me rest here; I got a knock here, and a blow there, and could not rest in the night for thinking about it, especially when I heard Mr. Stringer, (who supplied after Mr. Foreman,) say that some people would not see it. I said that is just my case, and from that time I asked the Lord to make it very plain to me, if it was his will that I should be baptized. Again, I was afraid that I was not a child of God; and I said to myself, many a time, I know the baptists are so particular who they re

ceive, that they will pronounce me nothing | A USEFUL HINT FOR ALL FAITHFUL but a hypocrite; and again, I greatly feared to offend my dear friend whom I loved in

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the Lord. This word was given to me An Anecdote of the late Rev. Wm. Tennant, 'If ye love me keep my commandments;" which words were rivetted on my mind; nor could I take them in any other way than that I should be baptized: then again, WHEN Mr. Whitfield was last in this I thought of all my dear friends, and these country, Mr. T. paid him a visit as he was words came powerfully into my mind-passing through New Jersey, and one day If ye love father and mother more dined with other ministers, at a gentlethan me, ye are not worthy of me;' man's house. After dinner, Mr. Whitfield by which I saw that I was not to adverted to the difficulties attending the be afraid of my dearest friends, but that I gospel ministry, lamented that all their zeal must please my Lord before any one. 'If availed but little, said that he was weary ye love,' &c. would come again to my mind. with the burdens of the day, declared that The example of Jesus and his disciples were his great consolation was that in a short before my eyes, and I said, 'if he was bap-time his work would be done, when he tized why not I, for if I do not love him, I should depart and be with Christ; he then desire to love him?' And these words came appealed to the ministers if it was not their to my mind-By this we know we are great comfort that they should soon go to passed from death unto life because we rest? They generally assented, except love the brethren.' I love the Lord's peo- Mr. T. who sat next Mr. W. in silence; and ple, they are the only people I can enjoy by his countenance discovered but little myself with. I love his ways and his word. pleasure in the conversation. On which I have often said, I will try and find a gos- Mr. W. tapping him on the knee, said, pel minister in the Church of England; "Well! brother Tennant, you are the oldest but I thought if I went any where I should man amongst us, do you not rejoice to think miss a beautiful sermon this morning, and that your time is so near at hand, when perhaps the Lord has got a word for me. you will be called home?" Mr. T. bluntly One morning the Lord gave Mr. Corbit a answered, “I have no wish about it." Mr. word for me; he named the very thoughts W. pressed him again, and Mr. T. again which had been revolving in my heart, and answered, "No sir, it is no pleasure to me said, 'Well, poor soul, from whence came at all; and if you knew your duty, it those thoughts? The Holy Spirit put them would be none to you; I have nothing to do in thy heart.' I feel as though I could not with death; my business is to live as long thank the Lord enough for his kindnees to as I can-as well as I can-and to serve my me in placing me under such a blessed master as faithfully as I can, until he shall man. May the Lord strengthen and bless think proper to call me home." Mr. W. him more and more, with his Spirit. I still urged for an explicit answer to this said at the church meeting, that I had not question, in case the time of death were had it clearly manifest that all my sins left to his own choice? Mr. T. replied, I were forgiven me. But, oh, my dear brother have no choice about it. I am God's serin the Lord, you will be thankful to hear vant; and have engaged to do his business me say that when I was baptized I felt that as long as he pleases to continue me therein. all my sins were forgiven me, and that I But, now brother, let me ask you a question, was buried with Christ in baptism. I What do you think I would say, if I was could say a great deal more, but will for- to send my man, Tom, into the field to bear. Suffice it, that I am thankful I am plough, and if at noon I should go to the joined to a people whom I love in the Lord field and find him lounging under a tree, Jesus Christ; and hope that the Lord will and complaining, Master, the sun is very knit our hearts together, in love to him, hot, and the ploughing hard, I am weary of and to each other. Believe me to be your the work you have appointed me, and am sincere friend and affectionate sister in overdone with the heat and burden of the the Lord. A. S. day; do, master, let me return home, and be discharged from this hard service"? What would I say? Why, that he was a lazy fellow; that it was his business to do the work that I had appointed him, until I should think fit to call him home." pleasant manner in which this reproof was administered, rather increased the social harmony of the company, who became satisfied that it was very possible to err, even in desiring with undue earnestness, "to depart and be with Christ," which in itself, is "far better" than to remain in this imperfect state; and that it is the duty of the christian, in this respect to say, All the days of my appointed time, will I wait till my change come."

Manchester, Feb. 10. 1848.

A GOOD OLD AGE.-Died on the 6th of January 1848, good old John Saunders, aged 91 years; upwards of 70 years a labourer in the Lord's Vineyard, 40 of which he was situated at Hadleigh Heath, Suffolk. His little church there are now destitute of an under shepherd. Lord send help. Waste Howling Wilderness. ZURISHADDAI. [We know a faithful, loving, and experimental preacher of the gospel, who has lately been persecuted & driven out from a church where for some time he had been settled. It strikes us he would well suit Hadleigh Heath.]

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THE SILVER TRUMPET AND THE

CERTAIN SOUND.

MY BROTHER:-Grace and peace be multiplied unto you and yours from the fountain fulness of the Son of God, our adored Lord, and Covenant Head, in whom we have oneness, union, interest, and eternal relationship. What an age since we saw each other last! Well! all is right! How can it be otherwise? He can make no mistake. We may find fault: but it affects nothing. He works his sovereign will; bless his name! who can hinder? Who can stay his hand-Who disannul his counsels-Who blast his purposes? NONE. Therefore, he doeth all his pleasure, and we exclaim, AMEN.

I am at the present in this vast metropolis, this gigantic town, preaching the unsearchable riches of Christ-an endless subject! a boundless theme! and to lift him high, is my glory. His person, love, blood, and rich salvation; nothing equals this! Down, down with the creature, together with all his trumpery rubbish! Up, up with our precious Christ! No mistake here; too low the worm cannot be humbled; too high his majesty cannot be exalted. An unequalled subject this! How well it suits poor bankrupt sinners like we, who are over head and ears in debt, and yet owe not one farthing! Having nothing, and yet possessing all things! All over wounds, yet perfectly whole! At war all day long, and yet in perfect peace! Depraved altogether, yet pure and clean! Naked, yet clothed with a garment without seam throughout! Hungry, yet fed to the full! Thirsty, yet drink at the wells of salvation! My brother, these paradoxes you well understand. "The secret of the Lord is with them that fear him; a stranger meddleth not with such things;" the household of faith only travel here.

The Holy Ghost the Comforter, give us the unction of these truths daily, until mortality is swallowed up of life.

Ever, and always yours in the only durable relationship, very affectionately, W. BIDDER.

8, Albert Place, Union Road, Rotherhithe, London.

Christian Sympathy.

"He shall deliver the needy when he crieth; the poor also, and him that hath no helper."-Psalm lxxii. 12

DEAR BROTHER,-One line or two in answer to your kind and affectionate letter; dear friend and brother Shepherd did certainly begin to think it somewhat strange that you had not answered him nor me, but I felt quite sure it was from being overmuch engaged, as dear old Gadsby has it, you had your head full, hands full, and heart full, and it must be so; God will see to it that every one of his sent servants have enough to fight against and struggle with, for though God never sends them to warfare at their

own charges, and he does not send them that they may sit down in their easy chairs, or walk to heaven in their silver slippers, and as a true token of the road's being rough, rugged and thorny, and hedged up with besetments on either hand within and without, there are the shoes of iron and brass prepared: yes; and by him who has also said as thy days so thy strength shall be,' and, believe me, my brother, if it where not for this promise, I should sink; but as the poet

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How can I sink with such a prop as my eternal God? who bears the earth's huge pillars up, And shakes creation with a nod. As regards the vine and its flourishing, Christ as you are fully aware, is the true vine on which grows to perfection the grapes of Eschol, and this vine, I feel I can say, does at times most blessedly flourish in the soul's experience of the living branches; thus God the eternal Spirit enables his living family at times to go up in faith, hope, and desire into the blessed Palm tree, and lay fast hold of the boughs thereof, thus proving the truth of these words,

'Fruit to eternal life shall bear

'The feeblest branch of thine.'

As regards the ministry, in myself I see and feel myself to be a greater ignoramus and fool every day, and am led to believe it must be so, since God has promised to stain the pride of all human glorying. Still, God does own his word and bless his work; living souls can and do testify to this. Dear Brother, I had the case of the poor weavers impressed upon my mind a fortnight ago; with the impression a desire also sprang up in my mind to send them a mite, the which I have done, and will therefore trouble you to get it and cast it in on Wednesday evening. May the Lord bless your work and labour of love, for the honour of his own great name, and good of his dear children, is the sincere desire of your affectionate brother in the bonds of the Gospel. I, SPENCER.

Guildford.

ENQUIRY-Mr. C. W. Banks.-Dear Sir, I happen to know several good men, or men of God that would feel a pleasure in joining with your church, but your discipline being what is called strict Baptist, they are prevented; will you, through the columns of your useful publication, give the church at large the best reasons that can be adduced to support this exclusion on gospel principles? I think it would do good; for I am unable to satisfy these friends myself; and I think you would not wish to continue in any matter by which the hearts of your brethren were hurt. Yours, a constant reader, APOLLOS. Southwark, Jan. 20. 1848.

We cannot this month answer Apollos: but, hope to in our next. In the meantime, will any brother endeavour to give Apollos a satisfactory answer? We believe it is not far to fetch.]

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