XVII. But onward moved the melancholy train, Oh! how unlike all others !—the beloved, The free, the proud, the beautiful! whose eye Grew fix'd before them, while a people's breath Was hush'd, and its one soul bound in the thought of death! XVIII. It might be that, amidst the countless throng, There swell'd some heart with pity's weight oppress'd, For the wide stream of human love is strong; And woman, on whose fond and faithful breast Childhood is rear'd, and at whose knee the sigh Of its first prayer is breathed, she, too, was nigh. But life is dear, and the free footstep bless'd, And home a sunny place, where each may fill Some eye with glistening smiles, and therefore all were still. XIX. All still,-youth, courage, strength!—a winter laid, A chain of palsy cast, on might and mind! Still, as at noon a southern forest's shade They stood, those breathless masses of mankind; Still, as a frozen torrent !—but the wave Soon leaps to foaming freedom-they, the brave, Endured-they saw the martyr's place assign'd In the red flames-whence is the withering spell That numbs each human pulse?—they saw, and thought it well. XX. And I, too, thought it well! That very morn From a far land I came, yet round me clung The spirit of my own. No hand had torn With a strong grasp away the veil which hung Between mine eyes and truth. I gazed, I saw Dimly, as through a glass. In silent awe I watch'd the fearful rites; and if there sprung One rebel feeling from its deep founts up, Shuddering, I flung it back, as guilt's own poisoncup. XXI. But I was waken'd as the dreamers waken Whom the shrill trumpet and the shriek of dread Rouse up at midnight, when their walls are taken, And they must battle till their blood is shed On their own threshold-floor. A path for light Through my torn breast was shatter'd by the might Of the swift thunder-stroke—and freedom's tread Came in through ruins, late, yet not in vain, Making the blighted place all green with life again. XXII. Still darkly, slowly, as a sullen mass Of cloud, o'ersweeping, without wind, the sky, Till in his place came one-oh! could it be? My friend, my heart's first friend!—and did I gaze on thee? XXIII. On thee with whom in boyhood I had play'd, The fresh wave to my lips, when tropic beams Smote on my fever'd brow!—Ay, years had pass'd, Severing our paths, brave friend!—and thus we met at last! XXIV. I see it still—the lofty mien thou borest— Hemm'd in our camp-but through the javelin shower We rent our way, a tempest of despair! And thou hadst thou but died with thy true brethren there! XXV. I call the fond wish back-for thou hast perish'd More nobly far, my Alvar!-making known The might of truth; and be thy memory cherish'd With theirs, the thousands that around her throne Have pour'd their lives out smiling, in that doom Finding a triumph, if denied a tomb!Ay, with their ashes hath the wind been sown, And with the wind their spirit shall be spread, Filling man's heart and home with records of the dead. XXVI. Thou Searcher of the soul! in whose dread sight Not the bold guilt alone that mocks the skies, But the scarce-own'd, unwhisper'd thought of night, As a thing written with the sunbeam lies; Thou know'st-whose eye through shade and depth can see, That this man's crime was but to worship thee, Like those that made their hearts thy sacrifice, The call'd of yore—wont by the Saviour's side On the dim Olive-Mount to pray at eventide. XXVII. For the strong spirit will at times awake, And, born of thee, she may not always take Earth's accents for the oracles of God; And even for this-O dust, whose mask is power! Reed, that would'st be a scourge thy little hour! Spark, whereon yet the mighty hath not trod, And therefore thou destroyest!—where were flown Our hopes, if man were left to man's decree alone? XXVIII. But this I felt not yet. I could but gaze And he his sword was like a brother's worn, That watches through the field his mother's youngest born. XXIX. But a lance met me in that day's career, ter, The fountain-side-the low sweet sound of water And Alvar bending o'er me— -from the night Covering me with his mantle !—all the past Flow'd back-my soul's far chords all answer'd to the blast. |