MEMORY I WHAT art thou Memory, the essence of the mind; Embodiment of all the faculties combined; The seat of all the intellect; the moral throne; The lamp that keeps our love alight, when all is gone? II Thou mausoleum of the heart, in which are urned Our dead and buried hopes, those ill-spared joys that turned The clouds of life to laughing sunshine, full and bright, Whose every ray of bliss converged in one delight. III What subtle necromancy little children own, 'Tis felt in every footstep; 'tis heard in ev'ry tone! Its influence still lives, though buried in the grave Where memory hath laid the dear ones God once gave. IV Within the vault of memory are close entombed Our dearest, best ambitions, blighted, long since doomed To banishment perpetual; yet here they stay V Oh, memory is crowded with graves of ev'ry kind; The broken trust; the stinging wrong that haunts the mind; Our wasted love; the false deed done in friendship's guise; In this mysterious place each ghostly shadow lies! VI What art thou Memory, a vista fair of dreams, ways, Crowned with the pearly beauties that belong youth's rosy days? VII Along the avenue of Time there rises now A shining halo whose soft lustre doth endow One darkened scene with sun, one glaring scene with shade Thus looking down the distance, a pleasing glamour's laid. VIII And all throughout the way traversed long years ago, Time strews enchantments fair, by which he may bestow A multiple of joys to cover all the pains, That in the grand sum-total only good remains. LOVE'S MISERIES I OH, how I love thee, how I hate thee, Often wish thee far away, And endeavour day by day, To teach, and charge my heart most straitly That my love is gone for aye. II My heart's emotions beat not even When thy deep voice gently calls III But when I watch thine eyes all roving Like the bee who here and there Is constant changing, always moving, Kissing flow'rets ev'rywhere. R IV And I can see new passion gleaming In thy face, but not for me, Then straightway thousand torments teeming, V High throbs my heart, but not with gladness, Moved with pain I know so well, Filled with hate I cannot quell, And all the tumult, and the madness Make it feel a very hell. VI Then a weary feeling follows, And the joy my heart had known Into black despair is grown, Full darker than the darkest hollows, Where the sun no ray hath thrown. |